Not a big deal....

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I was shopping tonight and ran into B. Saw him down the hall and should have taken another entrance.
Embarrassed that one of the people I was with is an ex/friend and was off the walls, literally.
I feel the chance at being even friends with B is almost over.... And that is sad because I see him as such a valuable person to me.

Took the boys shopping and helped them so they didn't come out looking like giant dorks. Got a pair of Diesel and a pair of Chip and Pepper's for 90 bones. Smart shopper! And 3 1MX shirts from Express for 60, that are normally 40 each. I did GOOD!
Pei Wei for dinner, beyond satisfying!!

This week was a blur of work stress. I'm going to watch a Redbox movie, eat some popcorn, have some sugar free popsicles and veg out.

I have a thing... At my old work we would bring candy to share on Fridays and have a lil' candy buffet. We got hooked on this one thing... Getting the hollow red vines, biting off the top, filling it with a Pixie stick and then eating it. WAAAAY too much sugar, but they were pretty tasty.
I want one of those sugary death treats right now. My father was diabetic and actually died from a diabetic attack. Maybe I should stay away from the death treats.

My feet are freezing. All my coworkers went out for drinks tonight and then to Southern Exposure after. I feel like I'm missing out but at the same time I'm content being home. Dave says he doesn't like strippers and I'm not sure if I would get weird or have fun with a boyfriend at the strip club... Like the first time a couple watches porn together, there is that nervousness....

3 comments:

H0ney B said...

First off this B you speak of.. I know in the end your initial goal is to want to be "Friends".. But it has to go both ways..

That's how all friendships, relationships go.. 50/50 :)..

Jessica said...

H0neyB: Yeah... I think he is just not ready for friendship status. I'm going to focus on the rest of my life until... whenever.

David said...

Sound's like a bad weekend. Hope everything goes better for you next week.